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Friday, October 14

"Do you just not care about us anymore?! Names are capitalized!"

This week sucked. No other words. (They did play a Spoon song I liked in Veronica Mars, though, but never mind.) Today was good, though, for the most part. Math and Flex were ok, then during lunch I felt so depressed and ready to just sleep for the rest of my life. Chemistry was depressingness interjected by occasional "Francisco, do this right!" and Gaby's, "LET'S BURN THIS BABY!" But by the end of class I was ready to just cry.

BUT RESEARCH WAS SO HILARIOUS. Cara made this wierd noise that made Francisco and me laugh our asses off, and then she started laughing really wierdly and then we were all dying of laughter and the end. Ok. Then for XC we ran to Jamba Juice and I hate my knees. So much. Then we went to the soccer game where it was so omga fun! We were just yelling our lungs out in the freezing cold and watching a soccer game! I can't say anything else but this week has been so frustrating so it was nice to have a relaxing nice day.

And DUDE where was I for the whole Roxi vs Sophia thing?! So basically Roxi (in my class) and this frosh Sophia got in this huge catfight over God knows what, and Roxi got really badly scratched up. Then everyone was all, "OMGA." And apparently Sophia was all, "WHAT YOU LOOKIN' AT!?" And slapped Kaneja because he was "lookin' at her bad". (They were hooking up, but I don't know if that has to do with anything) So Roxi and Sophia both have in-school suspension. And today, someone spit into Kaneja's jacket, and the evidence points POINTEDLY to Sophia. For at the very least the physical bit, I side with Roxi. Sophia doesn't have any scratch marks on her face because Roxi didn't scratch her. Huh, at least I'm not physically beating anyone up.

But I don't know... right now I feel so exhausted and stretched out that I can't breathe. I get so frustrated easily and I don't understand it. It's all rather complicated - I feel inadequate in so many ways but I can't change my habits to make it better. I can't make myself better, and it kills me.

[listening to: "Sucker and Dry" Cursive]

2 can bleed like me

2used to be friends:

UM the Teal Gang coulda kicked both their asses. And then some. DAYM.

By Anonymous, at 15/10/05 12:12 PM

OMGA!!!

Two girls at school the other day (some stupid seniors) started fighting their asses off... I wanted to point and laugh but instead I ran in and helped some other girl break them up!

it was glorious

and then they were all like "WTF!!!?? Who the hell are you!?" and I was all like "a sophmore! My name's betsy!" and they gave me the rudest WTF look ever and I was all like, "listen, can I have your insurance information, incase one of these cuts by your ubber long nails gets infected and I die, I can at least have you pay the bills!" But it was more like "Listen, you needed to be broken up so I was there and using my massive bulk and awesome karate skills I offered my services!" But in the end it was all like "I broke you up... didn't want Ms *head of school* seeing you.

Rudest WTF look ever!

True story!

By Betsy, at 20/10/05 8:23 PM