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Thursday, June 9

A little house in a forest

Oh my God. I'm sobbing. FUCK. Before I go into how much I love my classmates, I just wanna say that I still fuckin' hate the administration at Bay. not the people, (well ALL of the people) just how the place is run.

I love the people at Bay. It's amazing how one year with them put me as close to them as Burkes did... but it took Burkes nine years. God, I've know everyone at that school from anywhere from almost one year to almost ten years. 10 whole fuckin' years. And I didn't even talk to Maylin, Annie, Kelsey, and Milli for most of them. But Alex and Emily are leaving, and I can't believe how much I've grown attached to them. It's amazing.

Anna and Maria have pretty much been my best friends this whole year and FUCK IT I'm sobbing I'm going to miss them and everyone else so much.

Bonnie Summerville is not helping stop the tears. And those gorgeous Bright Eyes songs during the talent show? So sad. Oh yeah, might as well talk about my day...

Last day of school; horay! Thank God for that. Lots of practicing for the Mean Girl's santa dance by Maylin and Anna. This involved me watching the Kevin G rap about a billion times to try to get to the right place for the dance. Then after school we went over to Milli's house for a suprise party (the suprised part ruined a little by Cara... "Hi!") which was hilariously fun. (eggsept the part where Aleks and Jack were like orgasming or something behind the couch.... yeah that was just wierd.) The talent show was fun too. we made all these time capsules with great pictures of like, katherine's foot, which has been on my locker all year. Then we all sat around in a circle and thanked everybody.

During that, my livestrong band broke. I was like, "What? Heloooo, that's the thickest bracelet I have! How did it break?" And it was a subtle reminder that, no matter how hard we try, nothing lasts forever. Then I just started sobbing and, well, I'm at that stage now, too.

[listening to: Garden State soundtrack... (cue tears)]


1 can bleed like me

1used to be friends:

Okay, as much as I love you, having the livestrong bracelette become a metaphore means you've spent WAY too much time with ms P... Ms. BLUE!!!

Snap out of it! Go have hot sex... it helps a lot... trust me...

:P

By Blogger Betsy, at 10/6/05 8:05 PM  

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