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Saturday, April 16

I'm ending this stupid blog. No explanation. You can suck it up, because I know you don't really care. Does anyone really know what it feels like to be lonely? I seriously just thought about doing something that I thought I'd never do, when I realized that what I was thinking about wouldn't prove a point to anyone. Read the archives if you want to see what I write. I'm tired of being ignored, and I'm going to continue being ignored, so what's the point of me continuing this? I'm sick to death of friends choosing other friends over me because their other friends are 'better'. And it happens every single time - whether it be a girlfriend, boyfriend, or a regular friend - I'm dumped for the alternative.

I need a break. Summer, perhaps. Please leave me alone until I can come to terms with myself being totally uninteresting and lame.

5 can bleed like me

5used to be friends:

Emma you cannot abandon your blog, it is the Bible.
But seriously, I know how you feel. I know what it's like to feel completely alone. I know what it's like to have friends ditch you for "better" people. It happens to me all the time. That always happens to me. I hate it. I try so hard to keep friends; I try so hard to get people to just like me (not that it works). You're rockin Emma and we should hang out and ditch everyone else because we're way better than they are and screw everyone who would ditch you.

By Anonymous, at 16/4/05 5:47 PM

I never dumped you... I was your best friend in kindergarten. Doesn't that mean anything?

No, in all honesty, I know how you feel. I am in a constant state of lonliness. I have maybe 5 friends at Mercy, and even then it doesn't help that I am surrounded by whores who take pleasure in trying to make me misirable.

Then there's the whole Quinn thing. It's eating me alive. I woke up in the middle of the night last night because I had a terrible dream that I had found out where he lived but he had died. (I was also ridding a rabbit to get there but that's not the point).

Well, I can't stop you from closing your blog. (ON HIATUS!... it will rise again!) Just keep in touch and stuff. (always comment!) I'll think of something to cheer you up!.... It will be grand. Starwars is coming out soon, wanna see it? (well yes, I know you WANT to see it.) There could be a gettogether of epic proportions!... I'll think of something! Maybe eggless brownies! That would be fun!

Maybe an inspiring CD.... it'll be interesting!

By Betsy, at 17/4/05 8:37 AM

oh no, this makes me sad..very sad, but i know how it feels like when you get dumped for someone or something better. its like what the hell i thought you had my back, but then its like i guess not. i never dump friends if ever..well thats a lie sometimes i do actually its not that its for something better, its prolly because i can't stand them anymore, but whatever your better than them you'll always hvae friends even when you don't think you do ! <3

By Anonymous, at 17/4/05 9:07 PM

lovin that she wont tell u who...

By Anonymous, at 23/4/05 9:51 PM

you know, lifes more boring now that i dont get to read your blog, btw this is francisco, i forgot my password, so yea, or wait, no, its not francisco, its SUPERMAN

By Anonymous, at 24/4/05 8:52 PM