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Wednesday, January 5...I was going to write about my insane and hilarious day today, but I just read Alessandra's blog, and I just started sobbing. I'm so scared! If Grace, who seemed so happy all the time, can just overdose on drugs like that (or anti-depressants, I don't know, I'm a little to hysterical to go back and check), than really, almost anyone can! I don't want anyone else I know to die, or kill themselves, or anything! This whole incident made me realize how much I care for people, that I'd probably cry hysterically if someone I didn't know that well from Bay died, and I'd be completley gone if someone from Burkes died.I feel guilty to laugh anymore. I was laughing with Cecily this morning, and I felt so guilty. I'm feeling sick, and just as a kick in the ass, I have this gi-mong-o writing assignment that he's giving us like a day to do, and I'm no where, because of this STUPID PE thing we have, and this business that just happend. Just started listening to "Wonderwall", and started crying again. (Then Googled "elephant" and started laughing, then went back to crying.) Now I'm watching the video... there's a barbque! I can't even spell. My hand's shaking, and people are thinking it's the drugs. Well, they're wrong. [listening to: "Wonderwall" Oasis] 0used to be friends:6:58 PM
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